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I’m sorry…

I’m sorry that some days I just wanna fall asleep and never wake up…

If love makes you blind, then how did I fall into your arms?

If love makes you blind, then how did I fall into your arms?

Trust

Trust takes a long time to gain but can be lost at the snap of your fingers. I guess with some people I have lost trust for them. When you hear people talking about something personal to you and you only told a couple people you regret what’s been said. I don’t know who my friends are anymore, but now I know my enemies are.

I could get use to this :D

So today, I realized that I am actually having a lot of luck in the friends department. My social life is finally starting to get better. I actually like to hang with friends, and go to school and see them. I now know who my true friends are and aren’t. I legit love my friends to death. They are all amazing. Not all of them get along and idc, as long as I get along with them I’m good. So I have been through a lot lately, and I just wanna say that if you’re having troubles, I am here. If I can’t help I know people who are great with people and love to help them and might be able to help you if I am unable to. I am here for anyone who needs help. I have been through a lot and I know how to handle many different situations. I hope you aren`t affraid to talk to me about it! You can always e-mail me too if you don`t feel comfrotable asking through tumblr. I just wanna share my happiness with everyone while it lasts.

No matter how hard I try, I can’t let go.

No matter how hard I try, I can’t let go.

What comes next?

To be honest, this isn’t me. I don’t like this. I never thought this would happen. Yet no one seems to fully understand. No one every will. No matter how hard I try to explain. Why do I even try? I’ve lost all hope. I just end up frustrated. Its like every good thing I try to do ends up in a fight… I think that I should just give up everyone that loves me (friends and bf) everyone would be a lot happier with out me. I’ll move to a new place….

Anti-Bullying?

So there is this webiste, created by someone I know. I don’t  know whether this person is considered a friend because of what they have done to me. I’m not gonna name names or  give out info about this person. This website is suppose to be an anti-bullying website, where people go on and ask for advise for troubles in their life. I was a member of this site until recently one of the owners decided that just because there was a problem between them and me, that I shouldn’t be allowed to be a member of the site. Now see I trusted these people to help me, through thick and through thin. Yet after I’ve been kicked off the site twice, for no reason, they still trash me on their site. If they’re going to trash me on their website, then how are they any better then the “bullies”? See I believe that once you are the trashed you become the trasher. If that makes any sense. So deleting me from their site then trashing me on it, how is that any better then the bullying they’re trying to stop? There is no difference. I have just become a victim of bullying…

Truth is…

Truth is I have an obsession with Hunger Games and I’m like in love with Josh Hutcherson, I wanna meet him :’(